Doing Time
I know it’s hard, my beloved,
to dance
as the floor beneath you crumbles.
When it comes to grief, to loss, and goodbyes,
there’s only one thing you can do,
and that is the time.
*****
You have to do the time,
despite attempts to reposition, replace, reface
respace, rebuild, or redesign that void.
Go ahead love, and reframe that pain,
refill that cup of emptiness
it’s not going to work.
Not the drink, nor the pill,
nothing will.
*****
You have to do the time.
Alone
in your cell
brittle shell
let it swell
and then simmer
and run bone dry.
Let it die.
*****
Time is all you can do.
Make time
take time
pass time as you must.
But don’t waste it
please face it
don’t force it
just pace it.
Sit with it
and share it,
I’m here.
*****
Thin slices of agony
sheared away
a little more each day.
Do the time
on the dark side
in the greys
and find the light
seek comfort in the pastels,
be dazzled by life’s palette.
*****
The still will be animate again
and you will move across the line,
step into a new tomorrow,
without that burdensome sorrow;
you’ll dance and play and breathe again.
I promise.
*****
My friend, serve your sentence
drop the pretense
there is no defense
for healing.
Succumb to time
put it all on the line
your future is ready
thirsting for you,
waiting arms open
to welcome you in
to smile bright again.
*****
One day at a time, my sweet
remember
surrender
tend to your wounds.
Then learn to walk again
emerge
power surge
light shows
and fireworks.
*****
Come on darling,
straighten that crown
you know who you are
kiss your future hard
on the lips
open-mouthed
in awe.
*****
Sweet girl, start today
free yourself from that prison
you’ve done the time
there’s no crime in welcoming
a new life, sublime.
And there you’ll meet yourself,
with a heart ripe and ready
effervescent and ravishing
bold
and brave.